Life would be so much simpler if I didn’t have romantic feelings for people. I won’t have to constantly worry about if this boy likes me, or if he's thinking of me right now?
Love complicates things. I think it’s so stupid how we’re raised to believe we must find that one special person to be with. Who cares?
We’re always falling out of love at some point in our lives. How many successful marriages are there in this world? I feel like there’s got to be more to life than love.
Friendships are worth it though. You don’t expect a lot from each other like partners do, all that’s needed is loyalty, care… Companionship.
There’s no ‘ownership’ involved.
What’s with all this ownership bullshit once you’ve entered a relationship/marriage?
You can’t do this/you can’t do that, you can’t fool around with other people, you feel as if you can’t achieve certain goals anymore because you’ve moved in together and so must consider the other person with the things you do.
I believe there’s more than one person in this world that’s ‘the one for you’.
We’re just all too selfish by not letting each other be free.
Can’t we love more than one person? Do people love one child more than their other child?
Maybe I haven’t found that ‘one guy’ yet. Being in only 2 relationships I can’t believe I’m already thinking romance in pointless.
I’ve already been married and divorced, and thought I’d spend ‘the rest of my life’ with this person.
But it turns out I don’t wanna go through the motions like most people.
I don’t wanna have children, settle down, depend on my husband financially while I make sandwiches all day and raise a bunch of kids till they move out and eventually leave me. Then grow old, demented, and wheeled into a nursing home where I'm left to die.
I don’t even know how the hell I’m going to cope when I’m older and no longer beautiful…
Am I going to be like one of those insecure 40 somethings that have to compete with younger girls by getting plastic surgery, not dressing my age, and having to date younger guys to feel whole?
Maybe I’ll get to the point where I finally feel forced to get married and have kids, and live the depressed monotonous life like most people.
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